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Sulking


Kamahn didn't want to be around the others because they were beginning to bug him seriously.
So Seph told him he could gloom around the pc room.







Seph: It wouldn't kill you to cheer up a bit.
Kamahn: *glares*
Seph: Hasn't anyone ever told you to look at the bright side of things?
Kamahn: *snorts* Feyn tells me that all the time. Do you think I'll listen to him?
Seph: Oh.
Kamahn: Hmph.



Kamahn: What's so interesting about looking at dolls you don't know?
Seph: Oh, I know this one. He's Ruka. He belongs to Djinn and Mae.
Kamahn: . . . I don't belong to you.
Seph: No, you don't.
Kamahn: . . .
Seph: Hm?
Kamahn: Can other people see my pictures?
Seph: Yes...
Kamahn: *glowers* I don't want other people to look at my pictures.
Seph: You know I've got pics of you on my computer.
Kamahn: But you never said other people could see them.
Seph: Hey, some people actually like you.
Kamahn: I don't care about those people.
Seph: *roll eyes* It wouldn't hurt to be nice to them.
Kamahn: Why should I? They don't do anything for me.
Seph: They like you and care.
Kamahn: I don't need them! I don't want my pictures where everyone can see them!
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: Do you understand me?
Seph: Yes, but I'm just not paying attention.
Kamahn: I hate you.
Seph: *sigh*


After a while...



Kamahn: You are not going to get that servant of Feyn's a body.
Seph: . . . did he say so?
Kamahn: I said so.
Seph: Oh. Well, Feyn told me that ____ had said it was okay.
Kamahn: . . . He didn't tell me anything about that.
Seph: . . . maybe...maybe cos he thought it didn't matter much.
Kamahn: It doesn't matter much because you're never getting ____ a body.
Seph: Look. After Variq, we get Khamiel one when the opportunity comes up. And after that, we get ____ his F29. And after that, we get you an improved body.
Kamahn: It'll take you years.
Seph: No. Maybe half a year.
Kamahn: You waited two years and never got ____ his F29! But you got everything else in between! That stupid servant doesn't need a body! He's a servant!
Seph: Look, Feyn said he isn't a servant.
Kamahn: He is! I remember him hovering around the house when Feyn's home.
Seph: . . . has he talked to you? Feyn, I mean. About Variq?
Kamahn: No.
Seph: He told me he would.
Kamahn: *snorts* He can't tell me what I don't know.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: You're stupid if you believe the reasons he gave you for wanting to give his servant a body.
Seph: He told me that he feels guilty that he'd never given Variq the care he needed.
Kamahn: *snorts* Servants don't need care.
Seph: Hey, I find that offensive. Servants are people too! They have feelings too!
Kamahn: What you don't understand is, our servants don't.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: You can be a bit thick.
Seph: Excuse me?
Kamahn: That...'Variq' is real.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: *rolls eyes* He doesn't do anything unless Feyn tells him to.
Seph: Well, yes. The boy has his own problems.
Kamahn: Because he isn't real.
Seph: . . . you... You're trying to tell me that Variq is another one of Feyn's...creations. Like Shy.
Kamahn: Shy is a monster. Variq is a servant who'll do whatever his master says.
Seph: So...a servant to you is someone who isn't really a person.
Kamahn: *sigh* A servant is...it's something you've bound to you to do whatever you tell it to. We have many around the house.
Seph: They...aren't really people?
Kamahn: Not like we are. You, I don't know. I think if I believe you don't exist, you won't.
Seph: Keep on dreaming, lil guy.



Kamahn: You will not get the servant a body.
Seph: I don't really get what makes you think Variq's not a person. He has feelings.
Kamahn: You think he has feelings!
Seph: But he does!
Kamahn: I'm telling you he doesn't. When Feyn forgets him, and wishes him away, he'll disappear. And then what are you going to do with the empty body?
Seph: Feyn said Variq wasn't a creation. Not like Shy was.
Kamahn: The servant isn't a creation because Feyn didn't make him. He just...formed him when he needed him. I bet he forgot all about it and when he realised he had a servant, he had to come up with a reason why it was still there!
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: He's done it before. Left behind his servants and ____ had to release them from his command.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: *shrugs* You won't believe me, of course. Because you think I'm just a 'nasty piece of work'.
Seph: *frowns* Where'd you learn that.
Kamahn: It could be Feyn. Or Luthien. Or Ferrahn.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: Hmph.
Seph: -_-
Kamahn: I don't know why he wants to get his servant a body.
Seph: Well...maybe because he's come to care for him.
Kamahn: You don't suddenly appreciate the wind in your face and hope that it becomes more than wind just because you've decided to pay more attention to it!
Seph: . . . that was...a bit deep.
Kamahn: Are you making fun of me?!
Seph: No! No, I'm not! *sigh*
Kamahn: I think...that Feyn wants to do one of his stupid experiments. You keep wanting Shy back, but he can't fix him. I bet Feyn thinks he can make that servant of his replace Shy. Maybe he thinks that if he lets you idiots pretend the servant is more than it is, it might begin to come to life.
Seph: I think you're trying to fit the situation into a little theory you can accept.
Kamahn: We'll see who's right in the end.
Seph: Which means, we will accept Variq, and we will treat him as he deserves.
Kamahn: *snorts*
Seph: And we will get him his body. Because even if you have your doubts, your ____ doesn't seem to.
Kamahn: *clenches his jaws tight* ____ always lets Feyn do whatever he wants.
Seph: . . .
Kamahn: I want to go home. You're all stupid.
Seph: *sigh*



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